FIRST LOVE .When I was sixteen year

FIRST LOVE .


When I was sixteen years old, I fell in love with a girl who was a student in my high school class. This was the first time I have ever fallen in love with a girl, and it was beautiful part of my life. However, I didn’t tell her that I loved her, and I never knew whether or not she loved me though I loved her with all my heart at that time.

The reason I did not tell her was that I was afraid that she would treat me in a different way when she knew I loved her or she would reject me which would make me hurt and depressed. Furthermore, I did not feel that: Love was an easy word for me to say. Love had to be something more wonderful than that. Somehow I had to make her understand.
I love her not because she was a pretty girl but because she was a wonderful person who was most beautiful and most important in my life.
I did not only love her body, but I also loved the way she walked, the way she talked, her hair style, and even the color of her coat.

Every time I have a chance to see her I wished that the time should be slower or the clock would be stop to let me stay around her longer. I also found any chance to meet her. I tried to go to school every day because I knew that when I came to the class, I had a chance to see her.
One day in wintertime, the weather was bad enough for my brother to tell me to stay home. But I surprised him by going to school while he knew that I was the laziest person of my family.
Since I loved her, a lot of things were changed in my life. I became a good student who got more A’s than B’s because I wanted to let her know that I was the best man for her when I loved her. I became a writer who wrote some poems and stories because I wished that someday I would be a great writer who could make our names famous.
Some time, I wished I could b a musician who wrote some beautiful music to let everybody know, just as Beethoven wrote a pretty song for Elise.

Now, fourteen years later, I think that anything I wished for the past was a beautiful dream, and became some good memories, which I never forget.
Moreover, I still am not a brave person, and still am single after fourteen years in love with many different girls.
Last year, I bought a picture with some words, which was that: If you love somebody, let them know! I try to practice with someone whom I feel that I could love but I still have no chance, and still feel that I am not ready to say “Love “ yet. Some time, I don’t understand myself and don’t really know: what is Love.


*** Portland Apr 15th, 1989
C.S.T

Kết quả (Việt) 1:

TÌNH YÊU ĐẦU TIÊN.Khi tôi đã là mười sáu tuổi, tôi rơi trong tình yêu với một cô gái người là một sinh viên trong lớp học trường trung học của tôi. Đây là lần đầu tiên tôi đã bao giờ rơi vào tình yêu với một cô gái, và nó là đẹp một phần của cuộc sống của tôi. Tuy nhiên, tôi đã không nói với cô rằng tôi yêu cô ấy, và tôi không bao giờ biết hay không cô ấy yêu tôi mặc dù tôi yêu cô ấy với tất cả trái tim của tôi tại thời điểm đó.Lý do tôi đã không cho biết cô đã là rằng tôi đã sợ rằng cô sẽ coi tôi theo một cách khác nhau khi cô biết tôi yêu cô ấy hoặc cô ấy sẽ từ chối tôi mà sẽ làm cho tôi đau đớn và chán nản. Hơn nữa, tôi không cảm thấy rằng: tình yêu là một từ dễ dàng cho tôi để nói. Tình yêu phải là cái gì hơn tuyệt vời hơn. Bằng cách nào đó tôi đã làm cho hiểu của mình.Tôi yêu cô ấy không phải vì cô là một cô gái xinh đẹp, nhưng vì cô là một người tuyệt vời là đẹp nhất và quan trọng nhất trong cuộc sống của tôi.Tôi không chỉ tình yêu cơ thể của mình, nhưng tôi cũng yêu cách cô đi, cách mà cô nói chuyện, phong cách tóc của mình, và ngay cả màu áo của cô.Mỗi khi tôi có một cơ hội để nhìn thấy cô ấy, tôi muốn rằng thời gian nên chậm hơn hoặc đồng hồ sẽ dừng lại để cho tôi ở lại xung quanh cô lâu hơn. Tôi cũng tìm thấy bất kỳ cơ hội để đáp ứng của mình. Tôi đã cố gắng để đi đến trường mỗi ngày bởi vì tôi biết rằng khi tôi đã đến các lớp học, tôi đã có một cơ hội để nhìn thấy cô ấy.Một ngày trong mùa đông, thời tiết là xấu đủ cho anh tôi nói với tôi để ở nhà. Nhưng tôi ngạc nhiên khi anh ta bằng cách đi đến trường trong khi ông biết rằng tôi là người laziest của gia đình của tôi.Since I loved her, a lot of things were changed in my life. I became a good student who got more A’s than B’s because I wanted to let her know that I was the best man for her when I loved her. I became a writer who wrote some poems and stories because I wished that someday I would be a great writer who could make our names famous.Some time, I wished I could b a musician who wrote some beautiful music to let everybody know, just as Beethoven wrote a pretty song for Elise.Now, fourteen years later, I think that anything I wished for the past was a beautiful dream, and became some good memories, which I never forget.Moreover, I still am not a brave person, and still am single after fourteen years in love with many different girls.Last year, I bought a picture with some words, which was that: If you love somebody, let them know! I try to practice with someone whom I feel that I could love but I still have no chance, and still feel that I am not ready to say “Love “ yet. Some time, I don’t understand myself and don’t really know: what is Love.*** Portland Apr 15th, 1989C.S.T