Asami slide xuống thậm chí thấp hơn, lưỡi của mình playfully licking precum rõ ràng trên vòi nước của tôi, và tôi than van trong ngạc nhiên của tôi. Asami hiếm khi đã cho tôi (và có lẽ bất cứ ai khác, xem xét của ông kiêu ngạo damn!) một đầu. Trong những dịp rất hiếm khi ông đã làm, thường nó sẽ là một foreplay rất nhanh chóng hoặc một tra tấn niềm vui đau. Nhưng bây giờ, với phóng đại sự kiên nhẫn nhất, ông đã khám phá mỗi nook và cranny xung quanh thành phố cương cứng của tôi, mang lại niềm vui tinh khiết bất cứ nơi nào ông đặt lưỡi ấm áp của mình."Những gì...? Ryu, bạn không..." Tôi rasped của tôi bằng giọng nói kêu.Ông tạm dừng, nhìn lên với cằm của ông đào provocatively vào phần mềm nhất của cơ thể của tôi. Bây giờ nó là một phần khó khăn nhất của cơ thể của tôi, tôi đoán. Quirks miệng của ông như là tay chơi với quả bóng của tôi."Tôi không làm gì, Akihito?" Ông coaxed với một mau dài làm cho đầu gối của tôi yếu. Run lên đôi mắt của tôi đóng cửa và tôi ngay lập tức ly hợp vai của mình."Ôi Thiên Chúa, Ryu..."Ông cười, thưởng thức phản ứng của tôi rất nhiều. "Tôi chỉ cần một người đàn ông, Akihito, không phải là một Thiên Chúa. "Nhưng tôi là khá chắc chắn tôi có thể cho bạn trên trời đêm nay."Khi ông cuối cùng đã nuốt chiều dài toàn bộ của tôi, tôi hét lên rất lớn tiếng rằng tôi bắt đầu phải lo lắng tôi sẽ đánh thức các em sinh đôi. Tao arches như bowstring một. Bàn tay trái của tôi lấy loại vải trãi mềm theo tôi trong một kẹp chặt chẽ như tôi chén đầu với những khác, luồng thông qua silkiness mái tóc đen của ông. Trước khi dài, tôi làm cho âm thanh phản đối trong cổ họng của tôi. Không như thế này. Tôi muốn đi với bạn bên trong tôi. Xin vui lòng, Ryu."Ryu, stop! I will...will come...please...if you keep going...I want...want...oh god..."Thankfully, Asami understands the nonsensical words I created. He raises his head, smirks proudly, and puts one last kiss at the top of my throbbing erection."Did you just ask me to stop, Akihito?" he teased but his huge hard cock was ready at my entrance.Unable to form any intelligible response at the moment, I just growl fiercely, wrapping my legs around his hips and doing my best to push my body against his as he holds himself firmly. He chuckles; his body vibrates in a way that makes me tremble with longing, tempting me to roam my hands on his broad chest. When he finally invades my flesh, I hold onto his strong arm, letting go of all my control and biting into his shoulder hard.At first, it stings after months of celibacy, but it is a welcomed pain. I whimper as I adjust with being stretched to my limit. In no time, the pain turns into pleasure and we quickly move in sync. There is none of the hard and fast shoves. Asami savors every thrust leisurely, sliding his cock deep into me before pulling it out until it is only the head that stays inside.After our sweet and breathtaking come, his sticky liquid still leaking from me, he spoons against my back. I smile at the feeling of finally being full and safe. For a long time, we stay like that, catching our breath and calming our racing hearts. When he finally moves to find something to clean us, I hold him close; it is unbearable to be separated so soon after the intimacy we just shared. Asami just chuckles and indulges my neediness, his fingers gently massaging my sore body, and I purr in total bliss."Are you happy, Akihito?" Asami asked, my head nestling comfortably on the space between his neck and shoulder."Mmmm," I murmured noncommittally from where I rest. "Yes, I am. For now."He cocks his head, looking down at me. "For now?"As reality creeps back, I sigh in misery. Leaning over, I kiss his lips gently, breathing in the combination of his cologne, a hint of his cigarettes, and the masculine smell of his sweat. If I fill my lungs full with his scent now, can I still remember it when I am away?"Don't get me wrong, Ryu. What we shared just now was very sweet. I don't think I can forget it for the rest of my life. But we can't keep doing this. I am dangerous for you."Asami's laughter drips with mocking. "Dangerous, Akihito? Oh yes, you are as dangerous as a mewling kitten that I tremble in fear having you in my bed."I smack him gently, too content to give him a serious blow. "Not that kind of danger, Bastard. You know it. I don't understand the way your world works. And I don't think I will ever understand it. It causes you problems. One day, I will bring you a messy enough trouble in my innocence that not even you can handle it. I don't want to see you dead, Ryu. I prefer to give my last heartbeat than living in a world without you in it."It is sappy, I guess. But it is the truth and I don't have any better words to make him understand. I wait for him to sneer at my sentimentality, knowing that he can never comprehend the insanity of my love. He is way too arrogant and too logical to be able to understand such things. The mocking doesn't come, though, so I continue softly, "I love you, Ryu. I love you so much until it hurts. I still love you even though you are such a bastard and even though I know that you do unspeakable things behind me and even though I have every reason to hate you with everything I have. And that scares me. Because I will love you no matter who you are, no matter what you do or what you did or what you will do. There is just no way I can stop loving you."He doesn't say anything but he wraps his arms around my shoulder, soothing me with a tenderness he had never shown me before. And I tremble as I force myself to finish my little speech, blinking to stop tears from falling."I am not afraid of getting hurt or killed, Ryu. But I don't want to wake up one day to find you death, bringing pieces of my heart that I won't ever get back. I can bounce back from almost everything life thrown my way, Ryu, everything but you being taken away from me for good."It is then that he holds my chin, raising my face and looking at me firmly in the eyes."And you think that I can, Akihito?" His voice was rough from holding tight to the last of his control. "You think that I would just laugh and move on if you were to be taken away from me, don't you? That was why you left so easily-""Nothing about leaving you was easy!" I finally yelled at him."And nothing about staying together was easy either, Akihito!" He shouted back at me. "In fact, it is harder to stick together than to just leave! That was why you keep running away! Because it was much easier and you were too afraid to pick the harder option!""Shit, how can I make you understand?! I may be the reason of your death, Ryu!""And I may be yours! But I deal with it!"We stare at each other in anger until Asami finally gives in, closing his eyes and taking deep steady breaths to control his fury. When he finally spoke again, he sounded calmer and more in control."Every couple, both normal and abnormal by your definition, has their own problem, Akihito. But they deal with it if they want to stay together. It is normal. Don't you have that crazy obsession to be normal?" He gave me a dry smile tinted with light humor. "Ours is not so easy to solve, unfortunately. But I want to give it a try. I want you to give it a try. I want US to give it a try."
Asami cups my cheeks gently, staring at me with silent pleading in his eyes. This was the longest conversation we have ever had about our relationship and, most probably, the last one we will ever have. Whatever the result will be, there won't be going back after this.
"I had never said this before, not to you or to anyone else. And I may never say it again. So you better listen carefully. I love you, Akihito. You asked me to find my happiness. You asked me to promise you that. You are my happiness, Akihito, and I am willing to bend some of my rules for you. But I can't do it alone. I don't have the strength to do all the work to keep us together. I need you to bend down a bit so we can be together somewhere in the middle. I know this is asking a lot from you but I need us to try if we want to stay together."
His honest admission takes my breath away and I swallow. I feel like a lump of emotion grows in my chest. My breaths are sharp and short as I try to push down whatever intangible thing that chokes my throat. He pauses, staring at me thoughtfully as if searching for the words that he prepared yet worrying about how I will react to those words.
"Marry me, Akihito. Stay with me. Be only mine. Let's deal with whatever life thrown our way and find our happiness together."
The blunt proposal caught me by surprise. There was nothing romantic about it but it broke the last of my control. I lean my head against his broad shoulder as I weep for the long journey that brings us to this point. Not that I regret any of it. We have been through difficult times, but we have found each other every time. My tears damp his bare skin, creating streams down his chest as he rubs my cheek, whispering soothing words near my ear about protecting our future family and providing us for the rest of his life, no matter how long or how short it will be.
"Everyone is going to die in the end, Akihito." He hugs me close but his hand keeps stroking my hair. "It is just a matter of time. I just want to spend that time with you. Is that too much to ask?"
When I don't reply immediately his body stiffens in nervousness and he starts fidgeting. I almost laugh in my cry because fidgeting is so not Asami.
"I know you are scared, Akihito. If-"
I made my decision then. Stopping whatever he wanted to say, I kiss him hard. My seeking mouth muffles his next words. Asami returns my kiss, hesitantly in the beginning, but with a surety, he becomes the aggressor. His tongue conquers mine as he thrusts further into my mouth until I back out, breathless.
Do what you feel is right.
His last wish. And I am going to make it comes true.
"Yes, oh Ryu, yes. I will marry you. Let me be damned if I keep running away after making you fidget in nervousness, waiting for my answer to your proposal." Half sobbing, half laughing, I continued, "Oh, that is so memorable. I have to mark the day Asami Ryuichi looks like he is going to faint in anxiety."
Tense leaves his body and he looks so content
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