I’m sure she misses you Lo,” Ally t

I’m sure she misses you Lo,” Ally tried to supply in an attempt to comfort her friend. “She’s probably just, I don’t know, been busy or something?” she offered weakly.

“Ally its ok,” Lauren said lifting her gaze up to meet her friends for a moment before turning to Dinah. “I think we all know that’s not true. Camila obviously doesn’t want to speak to me. I mean, even you and Normani have had a few texts from her over the last few weeks. I guess she just can’t forgive me for what I did.” She finished unhappily.

“Lauren you did the right thing?” Normani reassured her. “You know that don’t you?”

“I guess,” Lauren replied unconvinced.

“No you did,” Dinah told Lauren, pulling her in to a side hug. “Mila needed help and you needed some space to get your head together as well.” She reminded her kindly. “You needed some space to breathe too.”

“The irony is that ever since she left I’ve felt like I’ve been slowly suffocating,” Lauren shared with them miserably.

“Camila’s problems were too big for the two of you to deal with alone.” Ally said sympathetically.

“I know,” Lauren agreed. “I quickly realised that when I found.” She continued. “Camz was like a completely different person then.” she recalled thinking back to the night six weeks ago when she’d found her at the crossing. “I don’t think she’d even really considered the practicalities of us running away together, she was just…I don’t know…she was just so desperate…”

Lauren paused for a moment, running a hand through her hair and taking a deep breath, the memory making her eyes sting with the threat of tears, the feelings she’d felt then still raw and easily re-exposed.

“Nothing she said made sense,” Lauren continued after a minute. “She was rambling about the lights and then that she was leaving…it was different to how she normally is when she’s depressed, worse in some ways, she wasn’t self-deprecating, she was almost manic.” She explained. “She was so fixated on us going away together…she begged me,” Lauren told them, her voice thick with emotion, catching in her throat. “Begged.” She repeated. “It was like, she couldn’t see it…she had no insight into anything, like, she’d lost all grasp on reality. In her head it didn’t matter that we’d have nowhere to live or that we wouldn’t have any money. She was so sure that as long as we were together she’d be alright, that with me she was better and I suddenly realised that Miss Lovato had been right all along…Camila was dependent on me and without me she didn’t see a future, she didn’t want one…everything she did was for us, was for me. None of it was for herself and it has to be…” she trailed off wiping at her eye, a tear coming unbidden. “She has to live for herself. She has to love herself or else she’ll never get better and then…”

Dinah hugged Lauren closer as her words got lost in her grief, the taller girl kissing her forehead lightly, the way she used to comfort Camila.

“I just miss her so much,” Lauren admitted honestly.

“I know,” Dinah said herself starting to choke up at the sight of Lauren’s heartache. “I miss her too, but, she’ll come back, she will…”

“Yeah,” Normani agreed, reaching across the table to take Lauren’s hand. “When Camila’s better she’ll come home and…”

“What?” Lauren said cutting her off, laughing slightly through her tears. “Then what? She’ll come home and she’ll move on with her life, without me…”

“You don’t know that,” Normani tried to soothe Lauren, rubbing her hand gently with her thumb.

“It’s been over six weeks.” Lauren stated the fact unequivocal. “Six weeks and she’s not contacted me once,” she reminded them all. “She’s never asked about me, never mentioned me, she doesn’t care…”

“Lauren she does care,” Dinah supplied but Lauren was having none of it.

“She used to care,” Lauren said, “Camz used to care and do you know how I knew?” she asked them all rhetorically, “because the Camz I knew, the one I loved, that loved me back…she’d never have let this amount of time pass without speaking to me, without resolving whatever issues there are between us. She proved that time and again. She always came to me, always, even when I didn’t deserve it.”

“She still might,” Ally told her optimistic as ever.

“No, it’s been too long,” Lauren admitted to herself as much as the others. “She never let even a few hours pass without trying to fix things and it’s been six weeks…”

She stopped to wipe at her eyes for a moment, sitting up taller and slipping out of Dinah’s hold, trying to compose herself.

“I guess, it’s time I finally accept that we’re over and move on,” she resolved defiantly.

“Don’t say that,” Ally told her. “Don’t give up Lo, especially not now…give it a couple of days and just…wait…”

“What for?” Lauren asked her interestedly. “What difference will a few days make if she’s not spoken to me in six weeks?”

“Lauren it’s almost Valentine’s day…” Normani reminded her and Lauren actually laughed at the thought.

“So what?” Lauren asked them derisively. “You think she’l

Kết quả (Việt) 1:

Tôi chắc rằng cô ấy bỏ lỡ bạn Lo,"đồng minh cố gắng để cung cấp trong một nỗ lực để an ủi bạn bè của cô. "Cô ấy có lẽ chỉ, tôi không biết, đã bận rộn hoặc một cái gì đó?" bà đề nghị yếu."Đồng minh ok của nó," Lauren nói nâng cái nhìn của cô lên để đáp ứng các bạn bè của cô cho một thời điểm trước khi chuyển sang Dinah. "Tôi nghĩ rằng tất cả chúng ta biết rằng không phải là sự thật. Camila rõ ràng không muốn nói chuyện với tôi. Ý tôi là, ngay cả bạn và Normani đã có một vài văn bản từ cô ấy trong vài tuần qua. Tôi đoán nó chỉ cần không thể tha thứ cho tôi cho những gì tôi đã làm." Cô kết thúc unhappily."Lauren bạn đã làm đúng không?" Normani yên tâm của cô. "Bạn có biết rằng anh không?""Tôi đoán," Lauren trả lời thuyết phục."Không có bạn đã làm," Dinah nói Lauren, kéo cô trong một cái ôm mặt. "Mila cần sự giúp đỡ và bạn cần một số không gian để có được đầu của bạn với nhau là tốt." Cô nhắc nhở cô ấy vui lòng. "Bạn cần một số không gian để thở quá.""Trớ trêu ở đây là rằng kể từ khi nó rời tôi cảm thấy giống như tôi đã từ từ nghẹt thở" Lauren chia sẻ với họ miserably."Vấn đề của Edna đã quá lớn cho cả hai của bạn để đối phó với một mình". Đồng minh nói cảm."Tôi biết," Lauren đã đồng ý. "Tôi nhanh chóng nhận ra rằng khi tôi tìm thấy." Nó tiếp tục. "Camz là giống như một người hoàn toàn khác nhau sau đó." cô nhớ lại suy nghĩ trở lại để đêm sáu tuần trước, khi cô đã tìm thấy cô ấy lúc băng qua. "Tôi không nghĩ rằng cô ấy thậm chí thực sự đã coi là practicalities của chúng tôi chạy đi với nhau, cô ấy chỉ... Tôi không biết... cô ấy đã chỉ là như vậy tuyệt vọng..."Lauren paused for a moment, running a hand through her hair and taking a deep breath, the memory making her eyes sting with the threat of tears, the feelings she’d felt then still raw and easily re-exposed.“Nothing she said made sense,” Lauren continued after a minute. “She was rambling about the lights and then that she was leaving…it was different to how she normally is when she’s depressed, worse in some ways, she wasn’t self-deprecating, she was almost manic.” She explained. “She was so fixated on us going away together…she begged me,” Lauren told them, her voice thick with emotion, catching in her throat. “Begged.” She repeated. “It was like, she couldn’t see it…she had no insight into anything, like, she’d lost all grasp on reality. In her head it didn’t matter that we’d have nowhere to live or that we wouldn’t have any money. She was so sure that as long as we were together she’d be alright, that with me she was better and I suddenly realised that Miss Lovato had been right all along…Camila was dependent on me and without me she didn’t see a future, she didn’t want one…everything she did was for us, was for me. None of it was for herself and it has to be…” she trailed off wiping at her eye, a tear coming unbidden. “She has to live for herself. She has to love herself or else she’ll never get better and then…”Dinah hugged Lauren closer as her words got lost in her grief, the taller girl kissing her forehead lightly, the way she used to comfort Camila.“I just miss her so much,” Lauren admitted honestly.“I know,” Dinah said herself starting to choke up at the sight of Lauren’s heartache. “I miss her too, but, she’ll come back, she will…”“Yeah,” Normani agreed, reaching across the table to take Lauren’s hand. “When Camila’s better she’ll come home and…”“What?” Lauren said cutting her off, laughing slightly through her tears. “Then what? She’ll come home and she’ll move on with her life, without me…”“You don’t know that,” Normani tried to soothe Lauren, rubbing her hand gently with her thumb.“It’s been over six weeks.” Lauren stated the fact unequivocal. “Six weeks and she’s not contacted me once,” she reminded them all. “She’s never asked about me, never mentioned me, she doesn’t care…”“Lauren she does care,” Dinah supplied but Lauren was having none of it.“She used to care,” Lauren said, “Camz used to care and do you know how I knew?” she asked them all rhetorically, “because the Camz I knew, the one I loved, that loved me back…she’d never have let this amount of time pass without speaking to me, without resolving whatever issues there are between us. She proved that time and again. She always came to me, always, even when I didn’t deserve it.”“She still might,” Ally told her optimistic as ever.“No, it’s been too long,” Lauren admitted to herself as much as the others. “She never let even a few hours pass without trying to fix things and it’s been six weeks…”She stopped to wipe at her eyes for a moment, sitting up taller and slipping out of Dinah’s hold, trying to compose herself.“I guess, it’s time I finally accept that we’re over and move on,” she resolved defiantly.“Don’t say that,” Ally told her. “Don’t give up Lo, especially not now…give it a couple of days and just…wait…”“What for?” Lauren asked her interestedly. “What difference will a few days make if she’s not spoken to me in six weeks?”“Lauren it’s almost Valentine’s day…” Normani reminded her and Lauren actually laughed at the thought.“So what?” Lauren asked them derisively. “You think she’l