Nó bắt đầu cảm thấy như vậy tốt mặc dù,"Camila phàn nàn, huffing lớn tiếng như cô hạ xuống đầu cô một lần nữa để xem xét Lauren. "Bạn làm cho tôi tất cả bối rối với cách mà bạn đã chạm vào tôi.""Tôi xin lỗi", cô nói, mỉm cười lúc những biểu hiện đáng yêu Camila mặc; Các cô gái nhỏ xuất hiện cực kỳ grumpy, khuôn mặt của cô scrunched chặt chẽ, nhưng cùng với cutest bĩu Lauren đã từng gặp."Bạn biết bạn không nên hôn người như vậy và sau đó dừng lại bởi vì bạn đã thay đổi tâm trí của bạn," bà grumbled. "Bạn đã bắt đầu cởi quần áo tôi và tất cả mọi thứ." Cô ấy đã đi vào. "Bạn là một tease." Cô ấy khiển trách. "Bạn hoàn toàn thắng tôi trên và sau đó, những gì?", cô đã hỏi, playfully như cô cười. "Bạn có lo lắng hiệu suất?""Vâng, đó là chính xác Camz," Lauren chuckled. "Tôi chỉ không thể xử lý áp lực," cô nói. "Đây là địa điểm yêu thích của bạn sau khi tất cả. Điều gì nếu tôi hủy hoại nó? Bạn sẽ không bao giờ tha thứ cho tôi và tôi không thể có ngày ý thức của tôi bây giờ tôi có thể?""Đó là sự thật," Camila nói thoughtfully vẫn mỉm cười rực rỡ. "Tôi chắc chắn không thể tiếp tục ngày bạn nếu điều đó xảy ra. Đó có thể là điều tồi tệ nhất mà bạn có thể làm trong mối quan hệ của chúng tôi nếu tôi trung thực.""Thật sự? Bạn có nghĩa là nó sẽ là tồi tệ hơn tôi gian lận về bạn?" Lauren hỏi giải trí."Tồi tệ hơn nhiều!" Camila nói với cô ấy. "Đâm tôi ở cổ nào có thể làm tổn thương ít hơn bạn phá hủy nơi này cho tôi."“So, I guess you’re ok that we stopped then?” Lauren asked her.“Yeah, I’m ok,” Camila reassured her again, planting a quick, soft kiss against her lips to demonstrate the truth of her words.Lauren squeezed Camila’s hand gratefully and turned her attention to the ocean, her eyes falling on to the reflection of the moon as it glistened in the water whilst Camila sat watching her silently, waiting for her to say something.“So?” Camila prompted her when a few minutes had passed and she’d still not said anything. “What do you want to talk about?”“I don’t know,” she answered honestly, turning her attention to Camila. “I guess I could start by thanking you again for bringing me here,” she said, repeating her earlier sentiment, her eyes studying the scar on Camila’s forehead as she spoke.She paused for a moment and lifted her free hand to run her index finger lightly along the imperfection.“You know, I really am touched that you would share all this with me,” she said, indicating the beach and the box of predictions on the blanket beside them with an almost imperceptible tilt of her head, her eyes fixing on her girlfriend’s. “Especially because it’s something special to you and Dinah,” she continued, feeling for some reason that it was important for her to acknowledge that she didn’t take Camila’s wonderful act of openness for granted. “I feel very privileged to be introduced to a place and a tradition that clearly means a lot to you.” “You’re welcome,” Camila accepted humbly, smiling at Lauren softly.“You know that you didn’t have to bring me here.” Lauren commented seriously.“Yes, I did.” Camila disagreed, cutting her off before she could go any further with her thought.“Camz, I would have understood if you’d wanted to keep it just between you and Dinah.” Lauren said.“Maybe,” Camila said, “but I wanted to bring you here tonight.”“Can I ask why?” Lauren questioned her interestedly.“Lauren, this place…” Camila started, sighing. “It’s filled with only good memories; memories of all the time that I’ve spent here over the years with everyone that I love. I don’t have one single bad recollection of this place. It was my safe haven; my refuge; a place that I could come to escape from the things that were troubling me.” She shared. “Just being here made me feel better; made the weight of my worries evaporate in to thin air like they were nothing. There were no cares here, no concerns or anxieties. There were only dreams, ambitions; hopes.” She imparted with a thoughtful look on her face. “This is the place where I felt safest, where I’d come to seek comfort. It used to put my mind at ease almost instantly whenever I was here; its tranquillity, its familiarity, its stunning beauty used to settle me in a way that nothing else could.” She divulged. “I wasn’t sure it still would after the accident.” She explained openly. “My problems seemed too big to be forgotten even with its help. So you see; I didn’t just want to bring you here with me tonight Lauren. I had to. I had to bring you here because I love you and if I had any chance of preserving my previous sanctuary after everything that I’ve been through, of not tainting it or tarnishing it, well…it would be with the person who has come in to my life and so effortlessly taken its place.”“What?” Lauren said stunned by Camila’s compliment; the hand which had been grazing her girlfriend’s scar mindlessly while she’d been talking coming to a sudden halt.“You heard me,” Camila replied. “My sanctuary; my safe haven…it’s no longer just a place. It’s a person too. It’s you.”She reached up to take L
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