I lay my head on a thousand beds It

I lay my head on a thousand beds
It's been a test to see how far a man, can go without himself.I think I lost the only piece that held it all in place
Now my madness is the only love I let myself embrace
I could've stayed
But I chose the lie, I chose the life
Then I realized
She might have been the one
I let it go ,for a little fun
I made a trade
Gave away our days ,for a little fame
Now I'll never see your face
But it's okay I adapted anywa