I lay my head on a thousand bedsIt'

I lay my head on a thousand beds
It's been a test to see how far a man, can go without himself
I think I lost the only piece that held it all in place
Now my madness is the only love I let myself embrace
I could've stayed

But I chose the lie, I chose the life
Then I realized
She might have been the one
I let it go ,for a little fun
I made a trade
Gave away our days ,for a little fame
Now I'll never see your face
But it's okay I adapted anyway
At 1 point I thought that we made it
Now I left wit everything taken
Its killing me everyday
Im used to it anyway
I guess somehow we all changed
Adapting to our own pain
From all the feelings we had
All the scars are still there

I learn to live wit mistakes girl
I learn to never look back girl
All this fame it aint worth it
Now wat I say dont mean nothing to you
But all I need is you babe
Of corse ur kisses too babe
The night is driving me crazy
Right now ur the only one that can save me
Coz , nobody loves me the way that you do
I can feel I can I touch it, I know that is true But i
Adapted to these models
Whose adapted to the bottle
They take it down like water
Just to burn away their sorrows
I'll stay up till tomorrow
Just to tear down all their morals

And all is fair in love and war, she's pure
So pure
Like the love that's so uncut and raw and clean
So clean
As opposed to what I offered
But I chose the lie, I chose the life

Then I realized
She might have been the one
I let it go ,for a little fun
I made a trade

gave away our days ,for a little fame
Now I'll never see your face
But it's okay I adapted anyway
I made a trade
gave away our days ,for a little fame
Now I'll never see your face